I am embarrassed to talk about it to anyone. I am suffering from this overthinking which I developed in probably mid July. Its so stupid that I am feeling ashamed to put it here even though pp provides good anonymity.
So here the story goes. It was after the covid hit in Pakistan. I gave my exams in March and started taking online classes in April. Everything was going fine till maybe July. I was studying hard and was enjoying myself at the same time. But then suddenly out of nowhere I started thinking that I should start playing a video game when free. I regularly played cricket captain for the past 3 years. It was fun and enjoyable. But then I started searching internet for a stress busting game. I visited childish things website and found out that cc2020 would be released in August. I started visiting that forum daily and started reading reviews of people on the game's previous versions. I found that majority of people played with highlights on and I always played on none highlights. I use to visualize real players stances and bowling actions while playing the game. I purchased cc2020 and would be confused about whether to play it on none highlights or with highlights on. Everyday I got up I started thinking about it and started having flashbacks of highlights throughout the day all the time. I went back to none highlights and started thinking of players stances and bowling actions all time. I am studying chartered accountancy and cannot get myself to study like I use to. Before this problem I use to cc and not think about it afterwards but now the situation has gotten really bad. I forgot to mention I installed and uninstalled it multiple times daily.
Sorry for such a long and stupid post. Can anyone tell me the cure of this overthinking. I am having a headache all the time. Any help will be greatly appreciated. [MENTION=131701]Mamoon[/MENTION] [MENTION=132916]Junaids[/MENTION]
So here the story goes. It was after the covid hit in Pakistan. I gave my exams in March and started taking online classes in April. Everything was going fine till maybe July. I was studying hard and was enjoying myself at the same time. But then suddenly out of nowhere I started thinking that I should start playing a video game when free. I regularly played cricket captain for the past 3 years. It was fun and enjoyable. But then I started searching internet for a stress busting game. I visited childish things website and found out that cc2020 would be released in August. I started visiting that forum daily and started reading reviews of people on the game's previous versions. I found that majority of people played with highlights on and I always played on none highlights. I use to visualize real players stances and bowling actions while playing the game. I purchased cc2020 and would be confused about whether to play it on none highlights or with highlights on. Everyday I got up I started thinking about it and started having flashbacks of highlights throughout the day all the time. I went back to none highlights and started thinking of players stances and bowling actions all time. I am studying chartered accountancy and cannot get myself to study like I use to. Before this problem I use to cc and not think about it afterwards but now the situation has gotten really bad. I forgot to mention I installed and uninstalled it multiple times daily.
Sorry for such a long and stupid post. Can anyone tell me the cure of this overthinking. I am having a headache all the time. Any help will be greatly appreciated. [MENTION=131701]Mamoon[/MENTION] [MENTION=132916]Junaids[/MENTION]