Mahendra Singh Dhoni steps down as ODI and T20I captain of the Indian Cricket Team
Sad to hear about the health issues.
Hoping for a quick recovery.
Tremors, anxiety, massive anxiety attacks, difficulty in concentration, confusion in thinking, heart palpitations, hypoglycemic attacks... And what did the doctors say? "It´s all in my head" (a favourite phrase of theirs nowadays). Like MS, I stuck to my gut feeling and kept digging, kept digging for months and months, forced my GP to give me a referral to an endocrinologist (with whom I´d in advance fixed an appointment). Turns out, I´ve
adrenal insufficiency - deficiency of the cortisol hormone (what I´d feared beforehand, although my guess was hypercortisolism), the stress hormone. The ordeal is far from over yet, far from it, but I know God has planned some ease for me (
Qur´an 94:5). Some day it´ll arrive.
How much of the deficiency can be blamed upon MS is a tough to say, but at least a percent of it goes to him for all the nervousness and extreme stress that he caused me for nine years as captain! It wasn´t easy to take an instant blow, but perhaps his stepping down is best for me too.
This world is a strange place. We realise someone´s worth once he is taken away from us, or retires, but in MS´ case he hasn´t even retired yet. He´s just left the captaincy and already great things have been said about him, some wonderful statements have followed from Kohli, Yuvraj, Rohit etc., which confirms what I´d believed since years now: the legend of Dhoni will grow, it´ll grow bigger once he leaves the stage altogether.
People often casually conclude that he´s just plain lucky. Well, I too believe that he was lucky, there´s no shame in being lucky, no shame if God has written great things in your fate, but it´s the interpretation of that tag that I strongly disagree with. It´s not as if he did nothing and the team kept piling on the trophies! My interpretation is, that he took some incredibly dangerous and bold decisions that just paid off. Again, "Gut feeling". Three ICC tournament finals, three decisions that are possibly unmatched in the history of limited-overs cricket by any captain: Joginder Sharma (I mean, seriously?), batting at five despite being in horrible form since months, and sticking with Ishant (Erm, what?) when he was becoming the single biggest reason for the game completely slipping away from India. All clicked, all worked. A man without luck and three finals lost by a foolish captain, a man with even fortunes and a one or at most two are won. But. Gut. Feeling. MS. If he isn´t the greatest captain, then at least he is the only captain who carries a sheet in his pocket on which is written what God has written in his fate. Or just a genius?
As for the debate about him in general as to how good a bad captain he was, Ponting has in fact won four ICC trophies, Sammy too has won two World T20s, so what´s the fuss about? People fail to realise that MS´ uniqueness as captain lies in some thin details that need to be paid attention to. Minus him, his team hadn´t won an ICC trophy in 24 years; minus him it´s one trophy in so many decades. Secondly, cricket is a game of different formats and different types of tournaments, and its fan base is diverse on many issues. For example, some dismiss T20 cricket as "Hit and giggle" cricket and consider ODI cricket that looks like cricket, and its world cup as the only stage that counts. Some, from the newer generations, dismiss ODI cricket as "boring" and consider T20 the only format that matches the physical demands of soccer and similar sports. Some love the ICC Champions Trophy for the fact that it´s the only tournament that saves us the minnow-bashing and is contested between only top eight teams. That´s MS, that´s where he demands respect by all kinds of cricket fans. That´s where forever he´ll stay unique, I prophecy (combine it with the achievement mentioned below).
I fully admit that he falls short in Test cricket, but even there his fans will take the stay at the number one rankings for two and a half years - something that I don´t think has been achieved by any team other than Australia and South Africa (well, the West Indies too if you accept the ridiculous concept of going by the rankings from the past years when they actually, in reality didn´t even exist!). A drawn series in South Africa and in Sri Lanka, whitewashing Australia at home and not losing a single test series for first almost three years as captain will go down as highlights for him, but no doubt that he fell short in that format.
Again, good or bad, best or worst, MS will forever stay in my memories as the captain under whom life was breathed into the dullest of matches, of which many, many he won and some he lost. The tied matches, Joginder Sharma, Ishant Sharma, Hardik Pandya, taking off the glove for the last ball to be able to throw the ball (unmatched in human history), bringing Zaheer at the right time, giving Yuvraj or Kohli an over out of nowhere to get wickets out of nowhere, and as batsman, giving tailenders the strike, leaving it till almost it´s too late, hitting impossible amount of runs in the last over to win.
Gut feeling, a thing that connects me with him, even though my gut too is mostly inflamed.