I feel such sadness, like others.
I followed his debut through headlines and recall thinking he is the second coming of Slater: ferocious on anything short.
He was young, aggressive, and paid no heed to reputations in that series.
Everything about him screamed out 'the Aussie way': tough and uncompromising.
As with any debut so bright, there are bound to be tough days and same was the case for Hughes.
Yet, for a selectoral system that is so ruthless (if you flounder there are five guys ready to take your space) he was never completely banished to domestic cricket: for sure he put in the hard yards to stay in contention, and more importantly demonstrated the willingness to stay engaged. It won him backers, and fans.
I really feel that the coming series was going to cement his place in Australian cricket.
Instead I feel a lump in my throat and a hole inside for someone I barely knew.
Rest in peace, little brother, you have left your mark on all of us.