Yesterday I did something which I regret the most in my life. Before reading this I want to let you know that I feel miserable already please do not judge me.
I made a fake insta account to talk to a girl that I like. But I showed myself as a foreigner. I started talking about Islam and how I find it weird that how can God have a human son(Nauzubillah). I do not believe in it nauzubillah. I sort of showed myself as a Non-Muslim( astagfirullah). Wanted to ask does it make me a non-Muslim. I cried hard last night and asked for forgiveness. I took my shahadah 3-4 times after that and really felt a burden on my heart.
Wanted to ask you guys does it make me a non-Muslim (astagfirullah). And what can I do to ease the burden I am feeling.
I made a fake insta account to talk to a girl that I like. But I showed myself as a foreigner. I started talking about Islam and how I find it weird that how can God have a human son(Nauzubillah). I do not believe in it nauzubillah. I sort of showed myself as a Non-Muslim( astagfirullah). Wanted to ask does it make me a non-Muslim. I cried hard last night and asked for forgiveness. I took my shahadah 3-4 times after that and really felt a burden on my heart.
Wanted to ask you guys does it make me a non-Muslim (astagfirullah). And what can I do to ease the burden I am feeling.