Jazakallah Khayr Malik Mohsin for your posts and explanations regarding this issue, I share the same views as you but are unable to put them in words.. I thank you very much indeed for your patience and understanding, maybe we could speak to eahcother privateley it would be great
James, I have been running to the doctors for the last 6 years, complaining of fatigue and inability to do normal little living this likes shopping etc i just lose all my energy and feel like im about to collapse, things have worsened since then, my heads and legs are heavy and aching all the time, every single day, i cant understand it, I cant get to sleep without sleeping tablets, if i dont sleep i be more ill and bed ridden, my biggest challenge right now is refraining from suicide, things never used to be like this, I was happily married with kids, and was working as a helpdesk analyst for 3 years commuting every day, used to be healthy, last 6 years everything has broke down, health, wealth, mind, relationships, relgious prayers etc... The doctors are absolutely useless, I have given up with them, all they are good for now is giving me sleeping tablets so i can get a good 7 hours sleep so i am not ill the next day and I can pick my kids up from school at home time, or spend some time with them in evening reading books etc. Nothing has been diagnosed as to what the cause of this pain is apart from depression, and anti depressents which gave me more side effects and did not want to continue with them and gave up with
And please explain to me why my legs start excessively shaking when I go to the mosque to read prayers in congregation ??
And why i start screaming in agony when I am trying to relieve all these wierd pains in my legs by pressing them and massaging them and hitting them with a stick ??
So come on sir help me out here as I dont wanna be existent in this scum of a planet and life no more, i Just want it to be all black and this misery to end.