What made you stop believing in the religion into which you were born ? I'm always curious about people's breaking point.
i grew up in a religious family, but even as a kid i remember being crazy cynical, i loved figuring out why stuff happened. when i was a teen i started exploring different subjects, ideas, etc, and i got into the sciences, i was gone. by me early teens i was a fairly hardcore atheist, the scientific method was everything, i studied maths, physics, etc it at college, and at uni. at this point i didnt even understand the point of religion, it just seemed totally pointless to me when scientific rigour seemed inherently a superior approach to answering the why questions. the religious negation of science alienated my further from religion cos the negation seemed illogical.
some point after uni i went through a really tough period in my life, i was at my lowest and had to rebuild my entire sense of self. its at this point i realised that science doesnt answer everything. there are processes beyond the phsyical, which clearly arent gonna get solved by equations. again i went around exploring all sorts of different thoughts and ideas. at some point in my journey i had certain experiences which, i dont want to go into, but people might be able to assume that someone might experience on a journey of self discovery.
this gave me a tangible experience of this "meta physical" if you will, even if its purely in my head, i realised there are planes of consciousness and connection beyond our immediate perception, and our consciousness is not explained in any particularly satisfying way by science or religion, for me. at some point in this journey i was able to accept that there is a zenith to creation, and my experiences made me inclined towards believing this moreso. furthermore i like the idea that consciousness would transcend the physical world (this is not a belief, just a preference, so not really core to my view of things)
however i picked up all the bits of religions i liked and started to weave them into my approach to my mental health. bits from all sorts, this is also where my interest in religious history comes in, ive read the quran, the torah, the gospels, Buddhist works, very little hindu stuff too, as well as the historiography of their origins from a non religious perspective. so i kinda ended up becoming a monotheistic agnostic, because i dont believe whatever the zenith of creation is can in any way truly be known or communicated with, or that it is anyway bound to the behaviour of human morality.
my beliefs are fluid, i dont think ill believe all of this ten years from now, as i didnt ten or twenty years ago. therefore i dont really get involved in religious discussions or debates, i honestly dont think i have any idea, but at the same time i can appreciate that specific fixed religious beliefs provide people mental peace, as well as societal consistency. i wouldnt want everyone to think like me, i wouldnt have all this text and history to pick through if people didnt believe things strongly. my family are all still religious so i dont really make a show and dance of it.
so i wouldnt call it a breaking point. i think there have been people who have felt the existence of planes of consciousness, or other realities, and have tried their best to explain it in words in the honest hopes of trying to free humans from the chains of materiality. Some of these developed into religions, so in a sense im guessing there is some truth everywhere. Still, i cannot recognise it as anything more than belief or that there is one specific right truth in a millions of years of billions of human consciousnesses.
sorry abt the longish answer, but i wanted to get across that it was never a breaking point, more a journey in and out of different forms of beliefs