I just feel indifferent now. I have followed cricket ardently for nearly 20 years. The losses don’t even hurt anymore. The games against USA and India were the first ones in my life where I actively cheered and prayed for Pakistan to lose. I no longer feel sad when we lose, but rather I expect us to lose. I have accepted we are mediocre.
The Ireland loss in 2007 left me in tears. Our cricket culture needed a reboot then. Like Saurav Ganguly gave to the Indian cricket team. They beat us at our home in 2004 simply because they were the better fielding side.
This change in mentality and increased professionalism allowed Dhoni and Kohli to take everything to the next level. We are 15-20 years behind all the elite teams.
The 2005 Pakistan team was the last one that was genuinely strong and feared by opponents and loved by our own fans. And it had the talent to play in all conditions. Bob Woolmer as coach, strong batting line up, good allrounders, strong bowling, it should have kicked on, but fitness and off field issues and poor management by PCB, stupid decisions from players, plus the drugs stuff and other things meant that our whole structure collapsed after that. We have to accept Our cricket was dying BEFORE the 2009 shootings and the 2010 spot fixing scandal which only compounded everything. (We didn’t play a single Test in 2008 for God’s sake!)
Our poor organization and unprofessional mentality and culture is a reflection of Pakistan as a country.
Our uneducated primadonna players thought that winning the Champions Trophy in 2017 or winning a few T20 games in 2021 meant that they were now elite. It’s a joke. It’s cringeworthy hearing these guys give interviews. Whether in English or in Urdu.
I agree entirely with what Wasim Akram said recently.
Pakistan as a country won’t succeed any time soon, no 3 year or “5 year plan” will heal us. We need a complete reboot. Accept our status as minnows, change the culture and the entire PCB, become more professional, then maybe in 10-12 years Pakistan as a nation and as a cricket team can start competing at the elite level again.
(This is me being optimistic)
@Mamoon